Last night was such a beautiful night...we decided to go to the park after dinner. Ayden loves the park - although all of a sudden he won't go down the slide by himself. The other park we used to go to had a slide that was at least three times as high and he had no fear of it...now he really has to syke himself up to go down just the little one.
It reminds me of times when I overthink things and get myself all worked about something that never even transpires. Please pray for me - the closer we get to Levi arriving I am getting more and more emotional about it not being just the three of us anymore. Don't get me wrong...I am very excited about our new addition, but I am realizing that the days/moments that I can devote my full attention to Ayden are getting fewer and fewer. I just don't want for him to feel as though he has been replaced or is less important. And just like he does on the slide, I'm sure that I am thinking way too much about it!
I hope you have a nice holiday tomorrow - but most importantly remember what it is that we are celebrating - say a prayer for our service men/women who are fighting for our freedom. They give up so much so that we can have the ability to have our day off and BBQ get togethers. 
2 comments:
I know exactly how you feel about adding the second child. I felt that way when Heather was born. It was very strange, I was having no signs of labor starting but when I put Lauren to bed the day before Heather was born I said this will be one of the last times I have just one kid to put to bed. That night my labor started so it was the light night. It will be different but you will love it.
Beth King
that last picture is priceless. i love you so much and i know that you will be an even greater parent with two kids to love. Ayden will always know that you love him immensely. I am so glad i got to spend time with you last thursday. It was exactly what i needed. i love you so much, and i cannot wait to see you again (hopefully soon!!)
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